Like many women who have
experienced multiple pregnancies, I knew I was expecting a couple of days
before I actually took a test. I woke up very early one morning, and thinking
of our last child who didn't make it prayed, "Oh Lord, how is this all
going to work out?" This rarely happens to me, but God responded
immediately in my mind with the phrase, "For My glory." As I
contemplated those words, peace washed over me with the reminder that this
pregnancy is not about me, no matter what happens.
My husband and I
recognized this was a significant moment and made a point to remember it.
One way we chose to do that was to ask the Lord for a name for this child
that goes along w/ that phrase, or even just the word 'glory.' Girl names
were obvious, but none of them really seemed to feel quite right.
Boy names were all just very odd sounding in a, 'What were you on when you named this child?'
kind of way. That was until we stumbled on the name Jeremiah, and the
suggestion that it's meaning - honor - is similar to the word glory.
That seemed to fit so we agreed to keep it on the back burner for a
while.
Well, just a few days
later, the Holy Spirit strongly prompted me to turn to the book of Jeremiah in
the Bible. Note: I was not thinking about baby names at the time, just
felt very impressed upon to look there. I did, and this is what my eyes
fell upon as I glanced down the page in the first chapter:
Jeremiah 1:5a
“Before I formed you in
the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart;
It was then that I realized
the name of the book of the Bible I was reading from (duh!). I showed my
husband and we agreed, it seemed as if God was saying to us, "This child
is a boy, and Jeremiah is his name." Although I admit I questioned
the experience many times after, overall I thought, how can I argue with
something so clear? So just a couple of weeks into the pregnancy, I felt
like Mary, Elizabeth, Sarah, or Hannah in the Bible. I guess if he told
them early on, he can tell me right? I have not shared the story much
until now, but I have held onto it with great hope, comfort, and encouragement
from the Lord throughout these first 21 weeks. As many of you reading this
likely know by now, we just found out 'officially' that we are expecting a boy!
Imagine my awe, yet lack of surprise, at the technician's proclamation of
the sex. : )
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